IDOL AU

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Is this the most fucked up au? Maybe?

CONTENT WARNINGS: noncon, forced detrans, misogyny, public humiliation, tmpreg, coercion, blackmail, nullification, denial

ABOUT

Soleil is a relatively famous idol who has semi-recently started to publicly transition. One day, he is kidnappned by an obsessed and now angry fan who is also a transphobe. There's no Amon in this one, even his most evil alternatives aren't this awful!!

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CHARACTER PROFILES

soleil

Started working as part of an idol since he was pretty young and has always loved doing that. He loved interacting with fans, and was extremely hard working.

Shortly after his 19th birthday, he came out as trans publicly. It divided his public a bit and although the people angry about it were rather loud, most of the people that followed his work fully supported him. Sol never changed his name as he still liked the name he had and it didn't cause him dysphoria at all. He had started going on low-dose HRT some months before going public about it all, but stopped taking it when his voice started to drop, as he was scared of being unable to adapt.

He didn't mind it thought, as his biggest source of dysphoria had always been his chest anyway. He never minded dressing in cute, even "feminine" ways, even post transition. As long as he could bind and let his body hair grow naturally, he was actually happy in his skin. His biggest fear has always been pregnancy and he had expressed extreme distress at the thought from a very young age, even before been aware of being trans, always saying he would rather die than have children.

His family didn't take the transition well at first but eventually grew to accept it and tried to use his correct pronouns, although they slipped up quite a lot. Sol didn't mind this too much. They weren't openly awful about it anymore and even apoligized when he corrected them. In fact, he considered himself lucky that he hadn't been disnowned or anything like that.

He was kidnapped by a disgruntled, transphobic and misogynistic stalker roughly a year after coming out publicly. That was around the time he had finally been able to get all the paperwork done and schedule his top surgery.

At the start of this nightmare, he thought he could eventually escape and go back to his old life eventually, but events unfolded, he realized he would be forever trapped in the new life forced onto him.

kidnapper

Was one of Soleil's fans since the very beginning. He was extremely obsessed with him, to the point of having a whole room dedicated to paraphernalia and pictures of him. He is also a radical conservative and bigot, so, when Sol came out, he took it very personally.

Because he is the awful combination of filthy rich and extremely spoiled guys, he decides to use his power and influence to take action and "fix" his beloved idol. He kidnaps Sol, publicly humiliates him, makes him detransition and coerces him into marriage, all while threatening to kill the idol's loved ones if he doesn't cooperate.

debrah

Debrah was hired full-time by the kidnapper to watch over Sol and to make sure he "obeys". She is experienced in conversion "therapy" and shares the same fucked up values as him, so that's why she was picked.

She deeply wishes she could have the same life as Sol and, deep inside, is jealous of him. She gave up on marrying and settling down with a 'nice husband' once she found out about her infertility. In her worldview, it would make no sense to have a childless marriage.

She went into the business of conversion therapy because she genuinely believes that she is doing good by "saving" girls who have the gift of carrying kids from squandering it.

Debrah absolutely adores Sol's kids and will use any excuse to spend time with and take care of them.

Eventually, the envy she feels towards Sol gradually fades aways gives way towards genuine affection.

TIMELINE OF EVENTS + CHILDREN

WANRING: SPOILERS
I'll be using Soleil's age as guide. Also, tbn means "to be named".

20: kidnapped
21: malachi and luna (twins) are born | sol is put in a conservatorship
22: sol is nullified | adam is born
23: amanda is born
24: levi is born
25: lilliana is born
26: jon and lana are born (different pregnancies)
27: peter is born
28: alice is born, then oliver and henry are born (twins)
29: tbn girl is born
30: tbn girl, tbn girl, tbn boy are born (triplets)
31: tbn boy is born, tbn is born a premature and does not resist
32: tbn boy is born
33: tbn girl and tbn boy are born
34: tbn girl is born, sol has an early-pregnancy miscarriage
35: tbn boy and tbn boy are born
36: tbn girl is born
37: -SPOILERS-

He ends up with 24 (alive) kids, having gone through 18 full-term pregnancies in a span of less than 20 years, before he even reached 40.